went to orchard library to do my self-study wif kisha jus now..met her ard 10.15 at tamp b4 heading straight to the library..anw i finished reading the first two chapters of my social work bk..the library wasn't as quiet as d last time we went to study..cos there's dis grp of ppl doin a project discussion there..n they were talking quite loudly..i mean its nt dat u cant discuss in the library, but they shld be considerate n talked softly..anw we left the library ard 3 plus to do our zohor prayers b4 heading to mc donald's for our late lunch
anw i am having the monday blues today..woke up to dearie's msg n got pissed at him..he said dat he's goin to sentosa wif his frens..so much for him being broke n all dat..the exact reason he gave as to y he cant meet up wif me anytime soon cos he havent get his pay..so goin to sentosa dun need $$ isit? i mean come on la..i havent met up wif u eversince i came back fr kl n i understand u're bz wif work n all dat..now dat u're done wif ur job, cant u set aside 1 day for me?? u've met ur frens fr work everyday since the last two weeks..isnt dat enough? i dunno if u remember dis but initially u wanted to meet up today if u've already receive ur pay..but then, u told me u would'nt get ur pay until mid nxt mth n so i hafta wait till then b4 i can actually meet u..so do u actually measure the quality time we spend together in monetary terms?? im so pissed wen u use dat as a reason for us nt being able to see each other..here i am having my mid-term break n hoping to spend at least a day wif u to catch up wif things, n u're so bz wif ur frens..n im so feeling miserable lately cos i miss u so much! dun u get dat?? or mebbi im so dumb to even feel dat way wen u're so happy wif ur own life..i already told u rite fr the start dat i dun demand a lot fr u..ask urself, haf i ever asked u to buy me things or presents??never rite? so is asking u to devote some of ur precious time for me too much to ask for? i seriously dun see the sacrifice u make in our relationship other than being patient n always put up wif my mood swings..n dis is jus the beginning..i dunno how things will be between us wen u've already got a permanent job..so if u wanna noe y i've been ignoring ur smses n calls all day, u've got the ans.
~flew by @ 7:44 PM
